Feeling fairly flat at the moment.

Had a weekend away in Poole with Si's parents and it was fairly awful.  I don't think I want to spend another weekend living in the same house as them.  They made me feel like a child.  All the decisions were made for me, and there was lots of covert criticism about the house, and about my parenting.  Also, while we were out and about, they didn't wait for me when walking around - despite the fact they know I can't walk fast due to my hip.  It just left me feel sad, and alone.  I've tried to talk to Si about it, but he just gets defensive.

They don't know about the DID either, so I didn't feel like I could be myself while we were away, so I ended up feeling kind of trapped.

I just don't feel 'right' at the moment, and I'm not sure why.

I can't make my counselling session this week as they've changed the day at short notice and I couldn't rearrange this week's meet up with friends.  I think I could do with going to be honest.

The good news I have is that my college course is going well, and I'm now 80% through!