Why do I get caught watching stuff I shouldn't?

Caught both Crimewatch, and the 10 o'clock news tonight, and it was probably a mistake.

Lots of talk of child pornography, rape, abuse, etc, etc.  Photos of young, blonde-haired little girls...  Similarities could be drawn, and it was enough to trigger.

Should be in bed, but don't want to sleep.

One good thing is that we've bought me a car this week, and we pick it up tomorrow, so I'm so happy about that!  I'm also seeing both Katherine, and Silvia tomorrow, and meeting Katherine's new(ish) baby, and then to mum's tomorrow evening to stay overnight - so lots to keep distracted!

The event at the weekend wasn't as distracting as I'd hoped.  I slunk off to bed at midnight Friday night as I just couldn't keep up the facade anymore...  thankfully, the weekend got better as it went on, but it was quiet, and people were *busy*.  I know I should have asked people to stuck around, but I don't like to burden.