So, I saw my GP on Monday.  She's referring me NHS-ward for a new psychiatrist...  but after my last experience, I'm not holding out much hope about how much help they'll be.  She's also referring me to the practice counsellors, and they only have a 2 week wait.  She said they can see me for only 6 sessions, but they're usually every 2 weeks...  so that'd last me 3 months.  That takes me up till after his Plea Hearing, and hopefully until I'll have a new court date.  I then have 3 sessions left with Andy, which will be two just before the trial, and one after.... then hopefully, it won't be too long until the RASACC sessions come up.

I'm so cross!  It's been 3 weeks since we put in a "complaint", although apparently, it doesn't count as a complaint only a "request" about moving dates of the trial forward, and if possible changing the location back to Winchester...  well, I haven't heard anything, and chasing it today I'm told it's not likely to be dealt with until the Plea Hearing...  wonderful, that just gives his barrister yet another month to fill his diary.  What the fuck is up with our justice system?  I  get the feeling no-one really cares what the victim goes through - surely what I've been through already is enough, without dragging it out and dragging it out now??  I mean, it's already 10 months since I made the complaint, and there's possibly another 5 until the trial.  It's agony.  It's maddening, infuriating, and damn well demoralising and upsetting.  Who's the one being punished here??