Dylan's gone to Isle of Wight till Friday with the school so I know I'm anxious about that, but I've been off all weekend and it's just getting worse.

Baking isn't helping. I've ordered some new colouring pens in the hope that they might help me shake this but I don't want to do *anything*. I had to be talked into baking at work with the kids today and when I got back after picking Niamh up from school today, Si was home so I went to bed for 2 hours and slept even though I wasn't tired. I don't want to eat or anything.

Counselling's tomorrow after a 2 week break but I'm just not in the mood.

One up coming thing I can think of is the bowel clinic on Wednesday as I've been having some issues, but Si is coming to that with me so I'm not sure.