Feeling a bit lost and at odds today.

The voice is still there, telling me how bad I am, and how HE will never forgive me for breaking my promises and lying to him.

I did some colouring last night and that quietened the voices for a while, and made the other littles happy, so that was nice.

Today I'm making brownies for a friend's birthday bbq this afternoon.  I'm hoping they turn out ok as I'm a bit distracted with the voices in my head!

I feel quite floaty and detached today.  I'm not really sure who's present most - the adult me, or Titch. When it's Titch it's even more confusing as she doesn't know who to believe.

I'm hoping games at my friend's this afternoon will be a distraction from it.