So, counselling yesterday was eventful...  Emily's leaving at the end of July.  Apparently, it was a really hard decision, but she's been offered something she can't turn down.

I'm devastated.

She's the first person I've been able to completely trust to talk about anything and everything with, and we've touched on all sorts of things, she knows about the voices inside and she's been wonderful.

She says they'll match me with someone else, and if I want, she can tell the new person all about me...  but it doesn't help.

It still means I have to start over with someone new, and I hate that idea.