Since I wrote my last entry, Titch took control and both parked the car and bought stuff in Hobbycraft...  I knew nothing about it until I "came to" with a bag in my hand, with absolutely no idea where the car was.  She'd bought some craft stuff to make bracelets, so it's nothing major, but it's a first for me.  Weirdly too, just after I'd told Emily I had control over them.  Maybe she was just doing it to prove that she could?  I don't know.  She's been hiding ever since though - I haven't heard her at all.  Emily tried to reassure me last session, but I'm not sure.

Last session was good.  We spoke about Titch coming out properly, and about how much the littles inside me are enjoying the holidays.  Since that session, we've been to the park, the beach and to a friend's little boy's birthday party, so we've had a lot of fun.  The beach was my idea as I had an urge to make sandcastles, so it was arranged with friends on the spur of the moment, but it was great.

I'm trying to pluck up the courage to tell my sister, and a couple of my closest friends about the fact I'm DID.  The whole thing about being thought that I'm crazy is a huge stumbling block - and I don't know how to explain the whole 'littles' thing without sounding insane!!

Vicky's here at the moment, and we're about to go out so the kids can bounce at the local pub on their bouncy castles while we chat...  I'm hoping to be able to explain it, but it's not easy.  I've got Jack (my nephew) till Thursday while she's working, and the last thing I want is for her to think he's not safe.  I mean, I've been living like this for years, but just without an awareness of what 'this' is.